Что я хочу изменить в себе? завтра сдавать 10-12 предложений

I dont like myself. First of all I would like to change my appearance, especially my face. no one says I'm beautiful. Also I have to change my view of things in this world because I'm too passive. I want to change my success in school, u just want to have a good mates. I would like to change color of my hair, but my mum insists on keeping blond hair. Also I would like to change my thoughts to better side . I want to be creative and more interesting. at the end , I would like to buy some new clothes for myself to look more elegant.